Today was my son’s first birthday. My boyfriend is my kids father. He left to a friend’s house last night  and didn’t show up until this afternoon after we had opened his presents and such. A girl sent me a message last night and sent me back messages that were sent to her from my account saying that my boyfriend and I weren’t together. This isn’t the first time I have dealt with girls telling me he’s trying to get with them. When he got home this afternoon all I said to him so far today was how mad at him I was for missing out on his son’s birthday and the other stuff. I haven’t spoken to him since. I don’t know what to do. I love him and he is the father of my children but all I want to do is be happy… He isn’t making me happy anymore, he’s just sucking the life out of me. :/